My husband John came home from his yearly physical last week with a generally clean bill of health. Of course there was the usual caveat about the need to lose some weight - this in turn forced me to confront the fact that over the course of the summer, I too had slowly put on a few ... maybe more than a few pounds. I had been assiduously avoiding the scales since early July when I came within 4 pounds of loosing the thirty pounds that I had originally set out to loose earlier this year.
Let me back track a bit.
I had been quite good about going to the gym, the 5K run that I completed with Julie had been an excellent goal, but my knees were really not taking too well to the continual pounding that I was subjecting them to. I was constantly popping anti-inflammatory aspirins. I knew that I was too heavy to be running so much, that a wiser course of action would be to lose the weight and then start running, but I was in such a hurry to lose the weight. I had such grandiose plans about competing in triathlons ... but you know what they say about best laid plans ...
I fell off the exercise wagon with a whimper not a bang.
I started to play golf more and more. It's a game I enjoy and something that John, the kids and I could do together. We generally walk the course and it's a very hilly course. I thought I was getting enough exercise with the golf and let the gym fall by the wayside. I was also playing hockey once a week. I thought I had my bases covered. I thought wrong!
Walking the course, even in the extreme heat that we had this summer wasn't much of a cardio workout. Then after we played 18 holes, I'd be tired and we'd order pizza for dinner. With hockey, we played at 6:45, which meant there was lots of time afterwards for pizza and beer - you can see where this is all leading ...
I put back on 10 pounds this summer, plus the muscle that I had so painfully cultivated in the gym returned to its rather nasty, jiggly state. I'm not back at square one, but I'm not where I should be. So it's time to get back in the saddle again.
I had a great summer, but it's time to head back to the gym. I've realized that this process is a marathon, not a sprint. This time, there will be no desperate plan to lose weight, but a return to regular exercise and eating healthily in moderation. There'll be treats here and there, since let's be honest, life has to be enjoyed too!
So stay tuned, as I continue my weight loss journey. Maybe as I progress, I'll actually admit how much weight I really have to lose. Let it suffice to say it's a lot. The thirty pounds that I initally set out to lose was just the first step ... now I have many steps.
I will do this.
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